Am I That Bad

I sit in the car watch the rain on the window

I'm waiting for the call that says come home now time for bed

And I don't want to go 'cause I'm alone now

Sitting with my head

And all the times I let it go now

Are in my head

Am I that bad

I've got time to ponder sitting here with my temper

No hurry to dismiss what you did

And get on with what's next

I lived on the fog line

Tied to the never-ending gloom

With one foot kicking down the door

I had a T shirt with a smile

That was good enough for you

Am I that bad

Did I go out of my way to make you miserable

How can you say it

I think of you all day

You're impossible to please

Now I can't wait to get away

An afternoon champagne might make me feel like in the mood to try again

But after afternoon champagne your time has flown

And I am there to blame

Am I that bad

I missed a deadline had to prove my mind was sane

'til I did you a favor I'm your savior for the day

Then I'll spill a coffee you're embarrassed wish I'd go away

Am I that bad

Did I go out of my way to make you miserable

How can you say it

I think of you all day

You're impossible to please

Now I can't wait to get away

I carried flowers to the altar every May

Get my back if I falter when I drive away

Am I that bad

Did I go out of my way to make you miserable today

Am I that bad